~jadedRoach

working on a self portrait in marker and a small amount of charcoal sketches of Ursula, my mannequin..

kind of just busy getting overtime at work.. and reading..

i need to focus more on my art... i have an idea for a painting or two so if i can ever get a day off and some extra cash i'm gonna pick up the paints to go w/ my blank canvas..

and after than more procrastination.. and neglect.. until i perfect my vulture idea and get the right idea down.

my friend is still waiting on her designs for a bench we're doing and .. i have less than a week ... i never should have told them i needed a deadline. damn my honesty.

pete made me lose, damn him too.

sighs.. so .. looking at Ithaca and Rochester for continuing my education after OCC.. gonna go into some film development and the like..

i want to work for jim henson studies.. completely serious. i'm planning a resume to send to them for an internship. not for this year but hopefully in a few more years when i've got the experience i think i'll need. but i think i've finally settled on a path. and if not i'm joining the peace corps or one of those organic farms that take volunteers from around the globe and you live and work in europe for a year or so.. i like those idea.. so much to live for.. why does my back hurt?